When the dust clears nobody screams out my name or even cares that I exist..

When I succeed the only ones who know are those who feel the same way I do..

I destroy myself every single day of my life..

I’ve given up almost everything else I would have been doing..

It consumes my waking world and even my dreams and hearts desires..

I am changed to the core and am no longer who I was before..

Yet I still do it.. and I’ll keep doing it until I can’t anymore… because I love it.

Breaking, I’ve never told you how I felt before… but I love you deeply, more deeply than I’ve ever loved anything. Sometimes in this world you are truly all I have and no matter what happens between us, I will never forget you… and I will never stop loving you.

May we have many more precious years together!

Sincerely,

Tyler (Madd) Siegel